New Entry 2019

Wow..  It's already 2019!!! My blog was sooo outdated haha..  Time goes by really fast huh..

The last entry I've posted was like more than 2 years ago..  There's so so much things happened and changed since then.. 

Talking about my last posted entry,  it was kinda sorta like notes to myself..  Like some kind of a reminder to knock some sense to my self if i ever do something stupid..

Well I still do stupid things from time to time and forgot about the reminder altogether but I'm blessed that Alia still stand beside me till this day..

To tell you the truth I do impressed by how patient he is with me and I can't really express it enough how grateful I am that our relationship made it till this day..

I don't say it much like you do..  But I do love you..

XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

Notes to Myself

Please read this notes always.

Notes to my dearest self.

Please remember that you always love one person. Alia. He was there always for you. Always lynda. So you have to change the way you treated him. He deserve better from you. Remember these always.
1. Don't compare him to any other man. Coz he's special. One and only that loves you the way you are. Remember this, he will never stop loving you. So put your trust on him okay.
2. Stop being selfish. At times you might not realize but you hurt him lynda. You said things you shouldn't have. Please, whatever your feelings are, think first before you say anything. Take care of his feeling too, the way he always take care of yours.
3. Love him always. Which is what you have done all this while. Remember why you loves him and that should be the reason for you to forgive and forget. 
4. Don't ever think about him letting you go honey. Coz he will not! He always said this, don't be stupid, do you think you can throw away love so easily? See, he is not that kind of person lynda. Trust. Learn to trust him. So that he can trust you too.

I know. It has been your greatest fear. To love someone ever so much. But you can't erase your feelings or go back to before you love him so much. Face it. You need him. You love him. And he love you too. So don't be afraid dear. You deserve someone that appreciate and love you. Remember these always okayy..

XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...