obviously it saddened me because i can no longer be with my friends.. the people in the class is so new to me.. it is quite difficult and stressed me a LOT ..
this case scenario reminds me of my school days.. back then when i'm going to my first boarding school ever.. keadaannya hampir serupa.. kerana karakter aku yang sangat pendiam lebih-lebih lagi around people yang aku tak kenal..
back then, after class aku akan slalu menghabiskan masa dalam kelas... the whole building was empty and the only thing that i've heard was just the fan on top of me.. sepanjang petang aku habiskan masa mengemas kelas.. kalau boleh aku tak nak balek asrama... i do the same thing everyday until i started to have a friend..
the one reason that was obvious was i don't have any friend... i don't know how to make friends.. it stressed me but i always remind myself with friends or no friends i still have to move on.. do what i have to do.. that's what happen right now..
the first two days of this semester class, i've been so quiet and can't seem to make any friends.. (melihat sejarah people have to approach me first) .. Alhamdulillah.. mungkin doa dikabulkan *smile* .. akhirnya hari ketiga ada orang yang sudi menegur dan menjadi kawan.. hehe
however, my stress did not end there... right now i have a LOT of assignment, presentation and projects to do.. and i'm alone at home (rented house) because all of my housemate are going back home for the weekend..
but since i've used to be alone wherever i'm at, it doesn't bother me a lot... anyway i've make appointment with my mum and dad for a day out today.. so they'll probably will come and pick me up at 10am..
my goal is to buy all the books & stationaries that i will need for the next 2 years.. using my BB1M of course! .. kalau cukuplah .. hehe
till then...
XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...
