New Entry 2019

Wow..  It's already 2019!!! My blog was sooo outdated haha..  Time goes by really fast huh..

The last entry I've posted was like more than 2 years ago..  There's so so much things happened and changed since then.. 

Talking about my last posted entry,  it was kinda sorta like notes to myself..  Like some kind of a reminder to knock some sense to my self if i ever do something stupid..

Well I still do stupid things from time to time and forgot about the reminder altogether but I'm blessed that Alia still stand beside me till this day..

To tell you the truth I do impressed by how patient he is with me and I can't really express it enough how grateful I am that our relationship made it till this day..

I don't say it much like you do..  But I do love you..

XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

Notes to Myself

Please read this notes always.

Notes to my dearest self.

Please remember that you always love one person. Alia. He was there always for you. Always lynda. So you have to change the way you treated him. He deserve better from you. Remember these always.
1. Don't compare him to any other man. Coz he's special. One and only that loves you the way you are. Remember this, he will never stop loving you. So put your trust on him okay.
2. Stop being selfish. At times you might not realize but you hurt him lynda. You said things you shouldn't have. Please, whatever your feelings are, think first before you say anything. Take care of his feeling too, the way he always take care of yours.
3. Love him always. Which is what you have done all this while. Remember why you loves him and that should be the reason for you to forgive and forget. 
4. Don't ever think about him letting you go honey. Coz he will not! He always said this, don't be stupid, do you think you can throw away love so easily? See, he is not that kind of person lynda. Trust. Learn to trust him. So that he can trust you too.

I know. It has been your greatest fear. To love someone ever so much. But you can't erase your feelings or go back to before you love him so much. Face it. You need him. You love him. And he love you too. So don't be afraid dear. You deserve someone that appreciate and love you. Remember these always okayy..

XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

The man i love..

There’s a man.. that i love so so much .. i love him more.. more than other man..

at one point of my life, i do hate him.. for taking my precious place.. but over the years i grew fond of him..

wherever i go, i’ll let him be with me .. eating out.. movies.. even lepaking wit my gurls..

when there is me there is him .. he’s my guard, a good company, my GPS, my source of laughter, my source of music, my mechanics (coz he’s good at fixing things but also at destroying things).. he’s my everything..

i shared what i have, what i earned with him ..

we’ve both own the same cell phone number (except the last digit).. the very reason why i never change my cell number..

he’s tall, dark, not handsome hahah ! but own a terribly good hair!

he sometimes pissed me off .. huhu but most of the time makes everyone laughs.. makes me laugh ..

he’s stubborn (just like me), pretty bad boy himself..

*sigh*

i missed you .. missed you so much… little brother..

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Clumsy + Careless

i think my original name should be clumsy+careless.. coz that’s just how i am .. huhu
1. nearly got into accident (so many time i lost count)
2. cuts, bruises, you named it..
3. lost things (often)
4. short memory (i won’t forget u but i may forget ur name.. is true)
5. don’t remember where i parked the car (often)
6. forgot password (s)
out of these 6 (lets call it situation), the most most often .. hmmmmmm all of the six situation hahah
really .. dunno if its a bad luck or wat .. it just happen dat way .. n when it happen it’ll be frustrating (except for accident part since when u got into one there’s nothing u can do)
when i’m think about it, it’s all accidental .. its not that i deliberately forgot where i parked the car.. (if its deliberate its insane)
last week i’ve lost my mouse nano receiver (which mean now my mouse totally become useless) uuugghh!
last week i’d nearly got into accident with a lorry .. the outcome of reflex i hit the brake and change the gear to P (i’d totally forgot about the handbrake) thank Allah i’ve made it on time .. (dad’s gonna kill me if i’m not)
last week i’d cut my finger accidently of course while using the scissor..
last week i tried to erase my phone call log but i forgot the d*** password..
now i think its pretty clear that my clumsiness and carelessness is way too often.. huhu


XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@…

don't read .. bored article meant to be left alone

i'm boreddddddd............

well as strange as it is.. When i do get to rest, it feels like I want to work but when I have to work it feels like I don't even want to work .. am i already becoming a workaholic?? oh no no no ..

but then, even when i'm supposed to sit n doin' nothing i'm still thinking about my work.. how should i tackle the last problem i've encounter right before the holiday.. it's like my mind still want to work even it shouldn't .. it musn't .. huhu

I tried atleast to not think about it by reading the newest novel in my shelf .. (Yours Truly by Kristy Greenwood) but i ended up reading the last few pages (instead of reading all of it) because i'm not in the mood and maybe also because its not as good as the time of my life and i've got your number (which i re-read million times)..

since i'm given up on reading, i tried karaoke instead.. huhu .. just sittin' infront of my lappy and played all songs i like and sing along ... Ed Sheeran-sing, Tiesto-red lights, wasted, Maroon5-maps, Coldplay-sky full of stars, Meghan trainor-all about that bass, Magic-rude, Nico n Vinz-am i wrong, Ariana Grande-break free, AJR-i'm ready and Linkin Park-waiting for the end..

umm talking about Linkin Park i remember when i was in high school, i really LOVE their songs.. even able to memorize mike shinoda rap part .. ahh really missed those time .. rapping with all my heart .. hahah !  .. dulu-dulu jiwa lelaki sikit kan .. almost love all things guy love .. football (back then, however sad to say it now but i'm one of MU kipas susah mati huhu), music (hard rock, electronica, hip hop, alt-metal, etc), adventures (hiking, cycling, climbing, etc)...

thinking about  it i think i might just almost turn into a guy.. huhu i don't even like jeans .. when i'm out it always 3/4 pants.. don't like blouse, usually t-shirts + sweater.. and most of the time black n dark navy blue in colours .. hate long hair.. like it as short as i can.. n wear cap everytime i'm out..

guy would really leave me alone looking at me dressing like that .. but strangely i do attracted the girls?! some really sly to confess her feelings for me! WTH! Thank Allah I'm a straight forward girl till this day.. huhu


XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

Will be in Kay eL..

Ola! my dearest online diary! mishhh yuuuuu sooooooo muchhhhhhh! muahhhhhhhhxxxx! (kay! stop lynd@ you're so annoying!) 
H-A-H-A (i'm laughing out loud here!) <- crazy girl
okay by the way.. it has been a while since i last updated my blog right?.. (I'd never failed to say this stuff am I?)
hoho so sorry my dear coz i neglected you.. muahhhxx meh peluk (trying hard to hug my lappy instead)
Sorry! haha! It is so fun to get crazy sometimes!.. I kinda miss old days.. being a crazy girl... so happy.. stressed but still take things slow and enjoy myself.. 
Kinda opposite nowadays.. Stress out but can't really go gaga like i used to..
Of course my craziness is still intact hahaha .. but not as bad and as fun as it used to.. Its kinda different .. now *sigh nonstop*
Most of the time need to restrain myself.. I can't go and watch movies late at night anymore! speaking of that, this year me, lynd@ unbelievably never go out late .. i always back before 11pm which is a world record for me..
It is not like it is bad thing.. besides, I'm a girl..Of course I shouldn't be out late.. tak manis la kan.. duhh whatever.. 
Anyhow.. what i'm trying to say here and the title of this post definitely didn't match.. haha!
Back to the real point.. I will be in Kay eL for hmmmmm 4 days? fly tomorrow 18th and will be back on 21st huhu a family holiday.. Me of course don't have any specific reason.. my dad? well dia kata dia suka sangat bazaar Kay eL.. konon laa .. (Gomenasai Oyaji!) haha my mum? well is there any other reason than shopping? memang tak la..
this will be our first holiday for this year.. in the month of Ramadhan at that.. fuhh! mencabar keimanan nih .. huhu 
just hope that everything gonna be just fine... 
XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

Talent times?

Okay, jom cerita pasal talent… awak ade talent? okey, so ape talent awak? nothing? Seriously?  hahah! that’s definitely going to be my answer… to be more precise i don’t know if i has any talent in me…

Jelez la jugak kadang-kadang tengok kawan-kawan yang memang gifted with their own talent.. i admire them.. serious! setiap kali dengar pasal dorang punya kerjaya part time nih memang best ar.. for me..

like one of my guy friend sekarang dah open up his own sole video production company at the age of 23! aku same umo pun xde harta lagi.. pity me.. huhu..

So for me, it is like making videos (not just videos but awesome videos) is his talent… he knows what, where, and how to do it.. he just need to find who and when and Wal-lahhh! its done!

this girl friend of mine is so talented in designing clothes that she even made herself a dress for her graduation day by her own okay! she did everything from, designing and sketching,, you know the process of drawing a model in a beautifully design outfit right.. then sewed the material to perfection! it is stunning just by looking at the sketches.. how do you think it will look like when it actually becomes real? hmmm..

ade jugak sorang nih kawan i kan.. (tak pasal-pasal gne i) she is awesomely good in dancing.. perghhh! seriously tau.. memang talented giler.. and dea adalah salah sorang ahli dalam persatuan tarian kebudayaan universiti kte orang.. memang salute abez! yelah.. bukan aje bijak orangnye,, cantik.. menari pon pandai..

jeleznyerrr kat dorang nih… at some point i worried about myself.. nak kate pandai.. tak sangat.. nak kate cantik… ahh lagi lah… nak kate ade talent? i’ve no idea at all… hmmmmmm

should i venture into cooking? hahah masak pun tak sedap ade hati.. okaylah.. let just think about it later (nampak sangat nak larikk)

 

till next entry…

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Hilang… Najwa Latif

Aku hilang diriku
Sementara mengejar kamu
Aku hilang nyawaku
Kerna ku mahu cintamu
Dan aku hilang.. hilang

Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Milikmu Wohooo.. Milikmu

Aku ingin kau tahu
Dan sedar kewujudanku
Aku inginkan kamu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu
Dan aku hilang.. hilang

Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Milikmu wohooo.. Milikmu

Dan mungkin kau takkan pernah sedari aku
Dan mungkin kau takkan sedar kewujudanku
Tapi ku ingin kau tahu ku akan mencintaimu
Dan aku hilang.. hilang

[*] Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya

Repeat [*]

Milikmu wohooo.. Milikmu
Milikmu wohooo.. Milikmu

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I’ve heard my best friend hummed this song  over and over the other day when we both went out together..

I’ve search for the song and even the lyric then i started to realize that the song exactly fit her love life.. mungkin orang lain pun can relate to this new song by Najwa Latif..

Aku hilang diriku sementara mengejar kamu,– she might feel that she really had lost herself while trying to chase that one person who she love so much.. coz she’s been trying hard to live up to his expectation.. but hey dude! sedarlah.. nobody’s perfect okay! ko takyah nak jadi mr.perfect sangat.. appreciate people around you.. be humane atleast to her..

Aku hilang nyawaku kerna ku mahu cintamu – at some point she really want him to love her exactly the way she has been loving him all this while that along the process she felt part of her broken as he (maybe without even realize) bit by bit start to broke her heart…

Aku ingin kau tahu dan sedar kewujudanku, aku inginkan kamu lebih dari yang kau tahu – i might be to judgemental but as far as i know, that guy s**** .. layan perempuan lain elok-elok jer but his own girlfriend?! biler orang lain dah takde baru nak cari girl sendiri? kadang-kadang tu macam tak sedar that all this while she’s always beside him.. too bad she’s love you too much.. but fortunately i think she’s wake up now.. realize that a guy like you yang tak pernah nak sincere and fikirkan dea will never deserve her..

Weirdly.. aku pulak yang relieve when she told me that she’s been trying to ignore all the calls and messages from that perasan bagus sangat guy.. hahah! she even joke saying that she’ll marry this one guy (i totally know him!) if that guy succeed in being the first person yang akan masuk meminang dea..

Who ever that appreciate nice girl like her will always deserve her.. i can only hope for mine but i will always pray for her’s… Sayang Kamu my besties!

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Congrats Sis!

History was made on 15 February 2014… happy history that is.. yeayy!! Congrats to my only and beloved sister on her engagement! dah boleh masok kelab saya sudah bertunang nih! hehe..

Congrats to my soon will be brother in law as well… Kesian dea terpaksa datang bawak rombongan dari jauh.. Perak nu.. hehe .. takpelah .. Demi cintaku padamu lalala (nyanyi ala-ala Amy search gitu)

Syukur Alhamdulillah.. Semua berjalan dengan lancar.. majlis kecil-kecil jer.. between family members.. it was great, awesome (tak sme ke makna?).. I was the one who was nervous.. hahah! padahal akak cuma nak tunang je pon.. melebih-lebih kan aku nih..

Anyway this is my gift for her.. handmade tau.. hehe

*the idea credit to my dear friend bellekiut!)

nih frame hadiah yang lyn bagi.. akak lyn amek gambo ni mse akak sampai sane (KL).. coz i told her that she should open my present for her together with her sayang .. tak bagi dea bukak mase kat sini.. surprise la kunun..

Anyway yang penting she like it… huhuhu tapi aku tepuk dahi la jugak sebab aku bagi dea satu frame aje.. lah dorang kan tunang aje bukannya kahwin macam mana nak kongsi?? hahah aku gelak sendiri pastu cakap kat akak pandai-pandailah,, buat shift ke .. tu je bajet ade.. hahah

My sis lepas make-up.. so macam mana? cantik an.. haa untung tau abang faiz dapat akak.. hehe err yang belakang tu jangan pedulik.. bilik aku nih.. serabai je..

Ni my sis dengan dua orang bezfriend dea.. sebab majlis pon kecil-kecilan je so akak jemput dorang je..

this is me! n her.. hehe.. tengok bersinar-sinar tak orang yang nk bertunang nih? (padahal sebab lampu atas kepala)

yeayyy!! rombongan meminang dah sampai.. sile2 masuk…

Sesi perbincangan .. hehe wakil sebelah sane abang ipar kepada abang faiz nih.. wakil sebelah kte orang pulak ketua kampung .. merangkap pakcik kepada ayah..

Bakal mak mertua tengah sarung cincin untuk merisik..

Ni pulak bakal kakak ipar sarungkan.. cincin untuk pertunangan pulak..

Alhamdulillah.. Akhirnya jadik jugak tunangan orang ye kak.. hehe so snap2 time!

Family baru akak, In sha Allah kalau dah kahwin nanti .. =)

ni gmbo dengan mak and ayah .. kte orang sume gelak time nih.. bukan sebab ape.. sebab ayah brutal sangat.. tak pin baju melayu dea tu haa.. hahah.. ayah ni men belasah je .. i laikkkkk!

ape beza dua gamba nih? hehe

jelezzzzz…. dorang sume happy gler time amek gambo nih ,, aku?? haa aku yang kena amek gambo huh!

Sedih pulak cuma dua orang je.. yang len sume pi melantak.. hehe

dah abez melantak baru snap lagi.. wakil belah laki pon dah balek so tinggal hantaran dari dorang nih aje.. huhu akak cakap dea suke gmbo ni .. sebab tanpa dirancang kte orang duduk ikot tona warna.. xprasan pulak aku..

pak cik aku nih .. hahah dea main-main pulak.. dea chef untuk hari tu.. ala makan kecil-kecilan..

To my beloved sis n her future husband, congratulations! Semoga jodoh anda hingga ke jannah.. to abang faiz, jagalah akak leklok tau.. since you are more closer to her than we are (i mean geographically) then take the responsibility to look after her like dad always do.. cepat-cepat la kahwin bagi lyn anak buah ramai-ramai k.. hahah (selambe jer…)

 

p/s: Another best thing ever happened on this date - a person was born.. and that person turn out to be the person i love so much .. happy birthday.. live your happy life to the fullest..

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

"Still Into You" Paramore

Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

It's not a walk in the park
To love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya

You felt the weight of the world
Fall off your shoulder
And to your favourite song
We sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time I'm still into you
I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)

And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Some things just, some things just make sense
And one of those is you and I (Hey)
Some things just, some things just make sense
And even after all this time (Hey)
I'm into you, baby, not a day goes by
That I'm not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time

I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you

 

p/s i’m a fan !

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Love is blind

Yesterday me and my friend went to one of my friend house <u might know him from my past blog post>.. we were invited to his brother’s wedding ceremony..

but of course that is not what i’m truly going to talk about here.. it’s actually what happened after..

on the way back to send my friend home, we’ve talked and one of the topic of that day was about her relationship.. her love relationship..

u see, she has been going out or should i say coupled with this one guy for about 4 or 5 years now.. and she’s afraid that the relationship isn’t going any where.. its look pretty much hanging even to me..

they don’t act like any other couple either.. the guy looks like more into going out with his friend rather than maybe spent time with my friend i.e his girlfriend..

and there’s a lot more issues in her relationship with that guy <of course i can’t mention it here u silly!>

so, she had asked me for an opinion.. what should she do with her relationship..

with everything that i know about her and her boyfriend i said “I’m not sure if what i’m thinking of is the best but this is my opinion.. “you should really just put a stop to the relationship because dear, i don’t want you to waste your time and he seems really don’t care about you.”

then my friend said “i know or maybe i don’t know what he want from this relationship but still i love him.. he’s my first love”

then i stopped her and said “You know right that is just my opinion.. it’s really up to you.. but if you decided to break up i know it will be tough thing to do especially on the part where you have to forget him but one thing i know for sure time is the only heal for that matter.. just like when i tried to forget ____ .. it took almost 3 years of my life”

“Is he your first love?” she then asked

“he might not be my first love.. but i love him very much.. much more than my 1st love.. (then i started feeling embarrass a little bit..huhuhu) just like how you love yours.. so what will you do?”

“Actually i’m thinking about waiting for him.. you know.. besides, i’ve no interest in other guys.. is it wrong?”

“dear, it’s totally not wrong for you to wait for your love ones! hey! maybe he want you to wait for him <or maybe not>.. like i used to except i’m the one who stop waiting <which i’ve regret so much>.. but try to set the limit.. you can’t wait for him forever and i really want to go to your wedding someday you know? <me n my friend laugh at the words i said> what ever it is you want to do.. you should know i support you okay?”

and our conversation ended in front of her house..

i may not be doctor love, but i’ve once love and be loved.. i’m sure lots of people out there has their own trouble in love but most of the time when you love someone you tend to be blinded by the fact that you love him or her.. and to me, it is totally not wrong at all..

but then, to be blinded all the way might be a big problem too! i’ve always has this one principle and i take it to my heart so that whenever i fail in love i don’t ever think about suicide <which i find most teenagers today tend to think about>

love from others might come and go … but not the love from your family..

 

p/s: sometimes blinded person sees better  

 

XMXIXNXE

Lynd@…

5 things MUST have in my bag

Actually i’m really interested to share about all of my 5 things like 5 things to have, 5 things must have and anything that i could think of..

after figure out what should i start with, i’ve decided (after what i’ve called a meticulous brainstorming lol) to share 5 things i must have in my bag whenever i go out..

1. My purse

This thing is important coz i’ve got everything in my purse.. my cash, debit cards, loyalty cards (i really find it hard to shop without one!), name cards etc.. – still use my Bonia purse.. don’t have money to buy a new one but of course some day i might have to buy it.. maybe of Fossil?

2. Instant Hand Sanitizer

This is a must have in my bag! didn’t i tell ya dat i has what people called OCD? yes baby! i’m afraid of germs .. REALLY afraid.. This thing is important bcoz when i go out with my family or friends, in most occasion i need to use the public toilet.. i don’t think i need to give the details coz ya’ll know how the public toilet looks like right?? (one thing that drive me crazy is that they never bother to refill the hand soap! and sometimes even the tissue!)  – i always prefer Dettol brand -

3. Pure Water Facial Mist

This is one of the things that i always brings along whenever i’m out of the house.. Long hours expose to the sun, air cond makes my skin feel dehydrated.. the facial mist help to keep my skin refreshed and moisturized.. – i used ZA facial mist before i change it to The Face Shop Jeju Marine facial mist.. both are good anyway -

4. Hand Cream

Usually i bring with me 30ml hand cream in my bag in case my hand gets a little dry.. for me any hand cream will do but recently i prefer The Body Shop Jolly Orange hand cream coz it smells good! and the size is just right for my handbag..

5. Hand phone

oh yes! among other things this is really NECESSARY! other people might write it as hand phones <i even bold it so you notice!> but mine still hand phone .. and correct me if i’m wrong but most of people today using Samsung, Sony, HTC <no offence guys!>.. anything that use android.. and me, sadly but i’m not.. i still using my symbian os phone given by my father.. as bad as it is sound i still like things that have keypad instead of touchpad.. but then if father want to buy me a new one then there’s no way i could refuse right? <send a winking smile to my father>

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Friends till Jannah…

title says it all right?

*smiling a lot* <trust me!>

If i have to listed out names of people that i would really trust with all my heart and the ones that i would call a true friends, two names will always be on top of the list! 

and these two people has been there for me.. sweet and even bitter times in my life..

weirdly enough we don’t started out as besties.. well not until we had finished high school.. our friendship developed over time.. and in those times we had build a strong relationship with each other ..

K.e is the most trusted friend i’ve ever had.. she had all my dirty little secret in her hand so if u want it <well not that i recommended it coz i’m pretty sure my lady won’t give up a thing >

Nieyda has always been by my side.. and without fail, had lend me her ears each time i have crap in my mind that i really need to spill out in words..

they really adorable isn’t they?

till this day.. i’ve always been thankful to the Almighty that even through hard times.. i still have these people that i cherish so much by my side..

‘friendship till jannah’ once had been our WhatsApp group name.. K.e had came out with it.. and even though we’ve changed our group name, the true meaning of ‘friendship till jannah’ still is what we look forward to in this almost 6 years <correct me if i’m wrong!) of friendship..

and i really wanted to say this to you guys..

Thank you .. with all my heart, i really thank you for being true to me and being there for me.. i love you guys so much and the only thing that i want is just to be friends with you guys as long as my life would be in this world..

Credit to K.e for this luvly edited pics of us on the beach!

 

<i’ve tried hard to be as "tall” as K.e.. hehe oh dear!>

 

 

p/s: love u guys so much!!

 

XMXIXNXE

Lynd@…

Rose by Lee Hi MV and lyrics

source:YouTube

Romanized:

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
Nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeol

Geureon gabyeoun nunbicheuro nal chyeodaboji marajwoyo
Hamburo sarangeul swipge yaegihajima
Nae mameul gatgo sipdamyeon nae apeumdo gajyeoya haeyo
Eonjenga bandeusi gasie jjillil tenikka

Nal neomu mitjima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh

Nal saranghajima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
I said run away just run away
Dagaojima

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
Nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeol

Jasingame chan ni moseubi
Nae nunen geujeo ansseureowo
Nal hyanghan ssikssikhan balgeoreumi
Oneulttara chorahae boyeo
Gamjeong, sachiya naegen
Sarang, jipchagui best friend
So run away just run away
Cuz you and i must come to an end

Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn

Nal neomu mitjima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh

Nal saranghajima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
I said run away just run away
Dagaojima

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
Nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeor

English Translation:

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Don’t look at me with that light glance
Don’t speak of love easily
If you want my heart, you need to take my pain too
Because you will be pricked by my thorns someday

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Seeing your confidence makes me feel so bad for you
Your confident footsteps toward me looks so pitiful today
Emotions? That’s an extravagance to me
Love? That’s Obsession’s best friend
So run away just run away
Cuz you and I must come to an end

Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

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A happy birthday to me and to you!

o yeahhhh! i’m officially 22 years old today! thank you so much for all the wishes that' i’ve got from friends and family… love you guys!

it might be the saddest birthday ever but hey! live must goes on .. i should go on right? <- man what am i thinking?!

Anyways.. I was born on this date and each time i would remember this one thing that my teacher said to us (the whole class).. “you were born because you’re the strongest amongst all”

as we all getting old (just admit that we all do) we will become more mature i guess.. maybe for some.. just stay being childish! (hey! you know who you are!)

i bet everyone have their own struggle in life.. and i bet everyone knows how to deal with it.. consciously or subconsciously.. in any way, i always admired these people that know just how to live their life to the fullest..

ohh my! too serious didn’t i?

never mind.. just congratulate me and we’re done here! (trying saving your precious time..)

 

till then my diary..

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Fresh new start!

yayyy!! a happy back to school day! everyone seems happy to start the new semester.. well i'm way more happy i guess since i took special leave last semester and which makes me have to repeat the whole semester again..

obviously it saddened me because i can no longer be with my friends.. the people in the class is so new to me.. it is quite difficult and stressed me a LOT ..

this case scenario reminds me of my school days.. back then when i'm going to my first boarding school ever.. keadaannya hampir serupa.. kerana karakter aku yang sangat pendiam lebih-lebih lagi around people yang aku tak kenal..

back then, after class aku akan slalu menghabiskan masa dalam kelas... the whole building was empty and the only thing that i've heard was just the fan on top of me.. sepanjang petang aku habiskan masa mengemas kelas.. kalau boleh aku tak nak balek asrama... i do the same thing everyday until i started to have a friend..

the one reason that was obvious was i don't have any friend... i don't know how to make friends.. it stressed me but i always remind myself with friends or no friends i still have to move on.. do what i have to do.. that's what happen right now..

the first two days of this semester class, i've been so quiet and can't seem to make any friends.. (melihat sejarah people have to approach me first) .. Alhamdulillah.. mungkin doa dikabulkan *smile* .. akhirnya hari ketiga ada orang yang sudi menegur dan menjadi kawan.. hehe

however, my stress did not end there... right now i have  a LOT of assignment, presentation and projects to do.. and i'm alone at home (rented house) because all of my housemate are going back home for the weekend..

but since i've used to be alone wherever i'm at, it doesn't bother me a lot... anyway i've make appointment with my mum and dad for a day out today.. so they'll probably will come and pick me up at 10am..

my goal is to buy all the books & stationaries that i will need for the next 2 years.. using my BB1M of course! .. kalau cukuplah .. hehe

till then...

XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

It's 15th Feb ..

yeahhh!! .. nampaknye kje aku skunk nie wish happy birthday kat orang je ek? huhuhu..

so, today is 15th February.. and today he is officially 22 years old.. *smile*
i don't really remember the exact date but i think it must have been about 3 years or so since the last time i ever seen him..

obviously i don't have any present to give sooooo i've made my own cake up there .. in the picture .. hehe..

even though we don't see each other all this while.. i don't think i can forget you .. *smile*
(and to my future husband pliz don't be jealous over him okay!) lols

anyway, happy birthday! i can't wish any other thing other than a very good health and a very bright future for you ..

vid for you ..



XMXIXNXE,
   Lynd@...

Happy Birthday Noona!!

Today is actually her birthday yayy!!.. (^_^)/

Happy birthday noona!! hehe.. her name is actually ____________ but i always called her noona  (noona means older sister in korean but it is actually suppose to be called by a younger male to an older female to shows a respect for her and i actually as a female should called her unnie instead!) but still, i really like to called her noona.. huhu

She is one of my very good friend.. we've been friends for like almost 3 years now.. i've known her since my diploma days.. almost everyday after class i would hang out at her room just talk, talk, talk and talk some more lols!

She's from west malaysia, particularly from Kedah.. She is a very nice person and a very brilliant one i would say (ofcoz she would not admit it.. *smile*) but ofcourse, everyone did have their own weaknesses and she is never an exceptional.. like most of us in the class she also like to procrastinate .. huhu

nothing is bad about that right? lols and like any other girls out there, she pretty much LOVE korean drama, korean variety shows, K-pop etc.. i don't know if it still the same but last time she was quite into 2PM..

right after diploma she went back to Kedah and as expected, she continue her first degree at her own hometown.. the last time i've seen her was on our convocation days.. she actually stayed at my house for one night and stayed with her parents at the hotel the very next day..

unfortunately for us, because of the hustle and bustle of the convocation day, our parents didn't able to meet up..i'm so sorry.. i really felt that it was also part of my mistake coz i actually went back home early after the ceremony as i was very dissapointed that my brothers and sister can't make it to the convocation..

haiyooo i shouldn't talk about the sad thing on the very special day.. *smile*

anyway, so nice of you to think that it might not be appropriate to approach me after what happen to my lil brother because you afraid that i may end up becoming sad.. 

and thank you for your encouraging words (tears actually came out after i read it *smile*)

 Kalau ada sumur di ladang,

Boleh hamba menumpang mandi,

Kalau ada umur yang panjang,

InsyaAllah, dengan izin-Nya boleh kita berjumpa lagi

Again, I wish noona a Happy birthday and May Allah bless and help you in whatever you do.. Amin.. 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@...

AdaMu by Najwa Latif

I heard of this song just before the tragedy happen.. as soon as i heard it i felt in love with it.. and after what happen, the song become more significant and meaningful than ever to myself ..

Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Mensyukuri segala nikmat
Yang dikurniakan di dunia

Kau berikan ku kekuatan
Tuk berpegang pada jalan
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

Kerna Kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

Kerna kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

p/s: for myself, # Walau penuh dengan cabaran, ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan # Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu dan ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu ..

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@...

Teman Pengganti by Black ft Malique

Ketawa bersama
Menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita
Mati pun bersama

Rap# Sejak dua menjak ini
Makin kerap ku diganggu visi
Bila celik, juga bila mimpi
Aku nampak kau, tapi bukan aku yang di sisi
Dia membelaimu dengan izin dan permisi
Sentuhan katanya semuanya kau iakan
Sentuhan jari kau diamkan dan biarkan
Aku redha walau tidak ku damba
Walau hampa semuanya dah dijangka

Beberapa purnama dulu cinta bertakhta
Kenangan dibina kita indah belaka
Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
Namun hakikatnya, bukan mudah
Aku sembunyikan gulana-gundah
Segalanya kan berubah
Dengarkan apa yang ku mahu luah

Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

Rap# Dalam dunia yang maya, prejudis dan bias
Kita tak terlepas dari terkena tempias
Rimas, ditindas, sembunyi dalam puisi dan kias
Tidak kau bidas, tak berpaling walau sekilas
Hanya kau yang tahu kodeksku yang kompleks
Dalam disfleksi yang cuba kekal dalam konteks
Bila dunia seolah tak memahami
Kau sudi selami, dalami dan mengalami

Setia mendengar, sentiasa hadir
Ingat setiap ulangtahun, setiap hari lahir
Tiba pagi Syawal, kaulah yang terawal
Syawal yang terakhir ini pasti rasa janggal
70 000 hijab harus ku singkap
Ku sorok kitab balik tingkap penjara hinggap
Dalam diam ada, seorang yang ku puja
Kau teristimewa tapi dia yang sempurna

dia yang sempurna

dia yang sempurna

Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

Rap# Sejak dua menjak ini, ku mencari fungsi kewujudan
Dalam persekitaran yang penuh kejumudan
Terperangkap dalam jasad, ku keliru
Mujur ada kau si peneutralisasi pilu
Namun aku tetap murung, berkurung
Tubuh makin susut, menunggu tarikh luput
Komplikasi di halaman rusuk kiri
Makin sukar nak bernafas, nak bergerak, nak berdiri

Lagu ini yang terakhir aku sajikan
Kalau rindu nanti bolehlah kau nyanyikan
Jaga diri, jangan makan hati
Yang patah kan tumbuh, yang hilang kan berganti
Bilik dah ku kemas, katil dah ku rapi
Cincin, kunci, dompet dalam laci
Ada sikit wang, itu saja baki
Moga-moga cukup untuk majlis itu nanti

Aku kan pergi
Bertemu kekasih abadi
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

p/s: i really like this song and it was said that my late lil brother really like it too.. that's why everytime i heard the song i would eventually remember him .. miss him .. very much

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@...