yeahhh!! .. nampaknye kje aku skunk nie wish happy birthday kat orang je ek? huhuhu..
so, today is 15th February.. and today he is officially 22 years old.. *smile*
i don't really remember the exact date but i think it must have been about 3 years or so since the last time i ever seen him..
obviously i don't have any present to give sooooo i've made my own cake up there .. in the picture .. hehe..
even though we don't see each other all this while.. i don't think i can forget you .. *smile*
(and to my future husband pliz don't be jealous over him okay!) lols
anyway, happy birthday! i can't wish any other thing other than a very good health and a very bright future for you ..
Happy birthday noona!! hehe.. her name is actually ____________ but i always called her noona (noona means older sister in korean but it is actually suppose to be called by a younger male to an older female to shows a respect for her and i actually as a female should called her unnie instead!) but still, i really like to called her noona.. huhu
She is one of my very good friend.. we've been friends for like almost 3 years now.. i've known her since my diploma days.. almost everyday after class i would hang out at her room just talk, talk, talk and talk some more lols!
She's from west malaysia, particularly from Kedah.. She is a very nice person and a very brilliant one i would say (ofcoz she would not admit it.. *smile*) but ofcourse, everyone did have their own weaknesses and she is never an exceptional.. like most of us in the class she also like to procrastinate .. huhu
nothing is bad about that right? lols and like any other girls out there, she pretty much LOVE korean drama, korean variety shows, K-pop etc.. i don't know if it still the same but last time she was quite into 2PM..
right after diploma she went back to Kedah and as expected, she continue her first degree at her own hometown.. the last time i've seen her was on our convocation days.. she actually stayed at my house for one night and stayed with her parents at the hotel the very next day..
unfortunately for us, because of the hustle and bustle of the convocation day, our parents didn't able to meet up..i'm so sorry.. i really felt that it was also part of my mistake coz i actually went back home early after the ceremony as i was very dissapointed that my brothers and sister can't make it to the convocation..
haiyooo i shouldn't talk about the sad thing on the very special day..*smile*
anyway, so nice of you to think that it might not be appropriate to approach me after what happen to my lil brother because you afraid that i may end up becoming sad..
and thank you for your encouraging words (tears actually came out after i read it *smile*)
Kalau ada sumur di ladang,
Boleh hamba menumpang mandi,
Kalau ada umur yang panjang,
InsyaAllah, dengan izin-Nya boleh kita berjumpa lagi
Again, I wish noona a Happy birthday and May Allah bless and help you in whatever you do.. Amin..
I heard of this song just before the tragedy happen.. as soon as i heard it i felt in love with it.. and after what happen, the song become more significant and meaningful than ever to myself ..
Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Mensyukuri segala nikmat
Yang dikurniakan di dunia
Kau berikan ku kekuatan
Tuk berpegang pada jalan
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan
Kerna Kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu
Kerna kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu
Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan
p/s: for myself, # Walau penuh dengan cabaran, ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan # Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu dan ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu ..
Ketawa bersama
Menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita
Mati pun bersama
Rap# Sejak dua menjak ini
Makin kerap ku diganggu visi
Bila celik, juga bila mimpi
Aku nampak kau, tapi bukan aku yang di sisi
Dia membelaimu dengan izin dan permisi
Sentuhan katanya semuanya kau iakan
Sentuhan jari kau diamkan dan biarkan
Aku redha walau tidak ku damba
Walau hampa semuanya dah dijangka
Beberapa purnama dulu cinta bertakhta
Kenangan dibina kita indah belaka
Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
Namun hakikatnya, bukan mudah
Aku sembunyikan gulana-gundah
Segalanya kan berubah
Dengarkan apa yang ku mahu luah
Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti
Rap# Dalam dunia yang maya, prejudis dan bias
Kita tak terlepas dari terkena tempias
Rimas, ditindas, sembunyi dalam puisi dan kias
Tidak kau bidas, tak berpaling walau sekilas
Hanya kau yang tahu kodeksku yang kompleks
Dalam disfleksi yang cuba kekal dalam konteks
Bila dunia seolah tak memahami
Kau sudi selami, dalami dan mengalami
Setia mendengar, sentiasa hadir
Ingat setiap ulangtahun, setiap hari lahir
Tiba pagi Syawal, kaulah yang terawal
Syawal yang terakhir ini pasti rasa janggal
70 000 hijab harus ku singkap
Ku sorok kitab balik tingkap penjara hinggap
Dalam diam ada, seorang yang ku puja
Kau teristimewa tapi dia yang sempurna
dia yang sempurna
dia yang sempurna
Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti
Rap# Sejak dua menjak ini, ku mencari fungsi kewujudan
Dalam persekitaran yang penuh kejumudan
Terperangkap dalam jasad, ku keliru
Mujur ada kau si peneutralisasi pilu
Namun aku tetap murung, berkurung
Tubuh makin susut, menunggu tarikh luput
Komplikasi di halaman rusuk kiri
Makin sukar nak bernafas, nak bergerak, nak berdiri
Lagu ini yang terakhir aku sajikan
Kalau rindu nanti bolehlah kau nyanyikan
Jaga diri, jangan makan hati
Yang patah kan tumbuh, yang hilang kan berganti
Bilik dah ku kemas, katil dah ku rapi
Cincin, kunci, dompet dalam laci
Ada sikit wang, itu saja baki
Moga-moga cukup untuk majlis itu nanti
Aku kan pergi
Bertemu kekasih abadi
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti
p/s: i really like this song and it was said that my late lil brother really like it too.. that's why everytime i heard the song i would eventually remember him .. miss him .. very much
