"Still Into You" Paramore

Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

It's not a walk in the park
To love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya

You felt the weight of the world
Fall off your shoulder
And to your favourite song
We sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time I'm still into you
I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)

And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Some things just, some things just make sense
And one of those is you and I (Hey)
Some things just, some things just make sense
And even after all this time (Hey)
I'm into you, baby, not a day goes by
That I'm not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time

I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you

 

p/s i’m a fan !

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Love is blind

Yesterday me and my friend went to one of my friend house <u might know him from my past blog post>.. we were invited to his brother’s wedding ceremony..

but of course that is not what i’m truly going to talk about here.. it’s actually what happened after..

on the way back to send my friend home, we’ve talked and one of the topic of that day was about her relationship.. her love relationship..

u see, she has been going out or should i say coupled with this one guy for about 4 or 5 years now.. and she’s afraid that the relationship isn’t going any where.. its look pretty much hanging even to me..

they don’t act like any other couple either.. the guy looks like more into going out with his friend rather than maybe spent time with my friend i.e his girlfriend..

and there’s a lot more issues in her relationship with that guy <of course i can’t mention it here u silly!>

so, she had asked me for an opinion.. what should she do with her relationship..

with everything that i know about her and her boyfriend i said “I’m not sure if what i’m thinking of is the best but this is my opinion.. “you should really just put a stop to the relationship because dear, i don’t want you to waste your time and he seems really don’t care about you.”

then my friend said “i know or maybe i don’t know what he want from this relationship but still i love him.. he’s my first love”

then i stopped her and said “You know right that is just my opinion.. it’s really up to you.. but if you decided to break up i know it will be tough thing to do especially on the part where you have to forget him but one thing i know for sure time is the only heal for that matter.. just like when i tried to forget ____ .. it took almost 3 years of my life”

“Is he your first love?” she then asked

“he might not be my first love.. but i love him very much.. much more than my 1st love.. (then i started feeling embarrass a little bit..huhuhu) just like how you love yours.. so what will you do?”

“Actually i’m thinking about waiting for him.. you know.. besides, i’ve no interest in other guys.. is it wrong?”

“dear, it’s totally not wrong for you to wait for your love ones! hey! maybe he want you to wait for him <or maybe not>.. like i used to except i’m the one who stop waiting <which i’ve regret so much>.. but try to set the limit.. you can’t wait for him forever and i really want to go to your wedding someday you know? <me n my friend laugh at the words i said> what ever it is you want to do.. you should know i support you okay?”

and our conversation ended in front of her house..

i may not be doctor love, but i’ve once love and be loved.. i’m sure lots of people out there has their own trouble in love but most of the time when you love someone you tend to be blinded by the fact that you love him or her.. and to me, it is totally not wrong at all..

but then, to be blinded all the way might be a big problem too! i’ve always has this one principle and i take it to my heart so that whenever i fail in love i don’t ever think about suicide <which i find most teenagers today tend to think about>

love from others might come and go … but not the love from your family..

 

p/s: sometimes blinded person sees better  

 

XMXIXNXE

Lynd@…

5 things MUST have in my bag

Actually i’m really interested to share about all of my 5 things like 5 things to have, 5 things must have and anything that i could think of..

after figure out what should i start with, i’ve decided (after what i’ve called a meticulous brainstorming lol) to share 5 things i must have in my bag whenever i go out..

1. My purse

This thing is important coz i’ve got everything in my purse.. my cash, debit cards, loyalty cards (i really find it hard to shop without one!), name cards etc.. – still use my Bonia purse.. don’t have money to buy a new one but of course some day i might have to buy it.. maybe of Fossil?

2. Instant Hand Sanitizer

This is a must have in my bag! didn’t i tell ya dat i has what people called OCD? yes baby! i’m afraid of germs .. REALLY afraid.. This thing is important bcoz when i go out with my family or friends, in most occasion i need to use the public toilet.. i don’t think i need to give the details coz ya’ll know how the public toilet looks like right?? (one thing that drive me crazy is that they never bother to refill the hand soap! and sometimes even the tissue!)  – i always prefer Dettol brand -

3. Pure Water Facial Mist

This is one of the things that i always brings along whenever i’m out of the house.. Long hours expose to the sun, air cond makes my skin feel dehydrated.. the facial mist help to keep my skin refreshed and moisturized.. – i used ZA facial mist before i change it to The Face Shop Jeju Marine facial mist.. both are good anyway -

4. Hand Cream

Usually i bring with me 30ml hand cream in my bag in case my hand gets a little dry.. for me any hand cream will do but recently i prefer The Body Shop Jolly Orange hand cream coz it smells good! and the size is just right for my handbag..

5. Hand phone

oh yes! among other things this is really NECESSARY! other people might write it as hand phones <i even bold it so you notice!> but mine still hand phone .. and correct me if i’m wrong but most of people today using Samsung, Sony, HTC <no offence guys!>.. anything that use android.. and me, sadly but i’m not.. i still using my symbian os phone given by my father.. as bad as it is sound i still like things that have keypad instead of touchpad.. but then if father want to buy me a new one then there’s no way i could refuse right? <send a winking smile to my father>

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Friends till Jannah…

title says it all right?

*smiling a lot* <trust me!>

If i have to listed out names of people that i would really trust with all my heart and the ones that i would call a true friends, two names will always be on top of the list! 

and these two people has been there for me.. sweet and even bitter times in my life..

weirdly enough we don’t started out as besties.. well not until we had finished high school.. our friendship developed over time.. and in those times we had build a strong relationship with each other ..

K.e is the most trusted friend i’ve ever had.. she had all my dirty little secret in her hand so if u want it <well not that i recommended it coz i’m pretty sure my lady won’t give up a thing >

Nieyda has always been by my side.. and without fail, had lend me her ears each time i have crap in my mind that i really need to spill out in words..

they really adorable isn’t they?

till this day.. i’ve always been thankful to the Almighty that even through hard times.. i still have these people that i cherish so much by my side..

‘friendship till jannah’ once had been our WhatsApp group name.. K.e had came out with it.. and even though we’ve changed our group name, the true meaning of ‘friendship till jannah’ still is what we look forward to in this almost 6 years <correct me if i’m wrong!) of friendship..

and i really wanted to say this to you guys..

Thank you .. with all my heart, i really thank you for being true to me and being there for me.. i love you guys so much and the only thing that i want is just to be friends with you guys as long as my life would be in this world..

Credit to K.e for this luvly edited pics of us on the beach!

 

<i’ve tried hard to be as "tall” as K.e.. hehe oh dear!>

 

 

p/s: love u guys so much!!

 

XMXIXNXE

Lynd@…

Rose by Lee Hi MV and lyrics

source:YouTube

Romanized:

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
Nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeol

Geureon gabyeoun nunbicheuro nal chyeodaboji marajwoyo
Hamburo sarangeul swipge yaegihajima
Nae mameul gatgo sipdamyeon nae apeumdo gajyeoya haeyo
Eonjenga bandeusi gasie jjillil tenikka

Nal neomu mitjima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh

Nal saranghajima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
I said run away just run away
Dagaojima

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
Nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeol

Jasingame chan ni moseubi
Nae nunen geujeo ansseureowo
Nal hyanghan ssikssikhan balgeoreumi
Oneulttara chorahae boyeo
Gamjeong, sachiya naegen
Sarang, jipchagui best friend
So run away just run away
Cuz you and i must come to an end

Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn

Nal neomu mitjima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh

Nal saranghajima
Neon nal ajik jal molla
I said run away just run away
Dagaojima

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
Nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol

Nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
Geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeor

English Translation:

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Don’t look at me with that light glance
Don’t speak of love easily
If you want my heart, you need to take my pain too
Because you will be pricked by my thorns someday

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Seeing your confidence makes me feel so bad for you
Your confident footsteps toward me looks so pitiful today
Emotions? That’s an extravagance to me
Love? That’s Obsession’s best friend
So run away just run away
Cuz you and I must come to an end

Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Translation Credits: pop!gasa
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net

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A happy birthday to me and to you!

o yeahhhh! i’m officially 22 years old today! thank you so much for all the wishes that' i’ve got from friends and family… love you guys!

it might be the saddest birthday ever but hey! live must goes on .. i should go on right? <- man what am i thinking?!

Anyways.. I was born on this date and each time i would remember this one thing that my teacher said to us (the whole class).. “you were born because you’re the strongest amongst all”

as we all getting old (just admit that we all do) we will become more mature i guess.. maybe for some.. just stay being childish! (hey! you know who you are!)

i bet everyone have their own struggle in life.. and i bet everyone knows how to deal with it.. consciously or subconsciously.. in any way, i always admired these people that know just how to live their life to the fullest..

ohh my! too serious didn’t i?

never mind.. just congratulate me and we’re done here! (trying saving your precious time..)

 

till then my diary..

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Fresh new start!

yayyy!! a happy back to school day! everyone seems happy to start the new semester.. well i'm way more happy i guess since i took special leave last semester and which makes me have to repeat the whole semester again..

obviously it saddened me because i can no longer be with my friends.. the people in the class is so new to me.. it is quite difficult and stressed me a LOT ..

this case scenario reminds me of my school days.. back then when i'm going to my first boarding school ever.. keadaannya hampir serupa.. kerana karakter aku yang sangat pendiam lebih-lebih lagi around people yang aku tak kenal..

back then, after class aku akan slalu menghabiskan masa dalam kelas... the whole building was empty and the only thing that i've heard was just the fan on top of me.. sepanjang petang aku habiskan masa mengemas kelas.. kalau boleh aku tak nak balek asrama... i do the same thing everyday until i started to have a friend..

the one reason that was obvious was i don't have any friend... i don't know how to make friends.. it stressed me but i always remind myself with friends or no friends i still have to move on.. do what i have to do.. that's what happen right now..

the first two days of this semester class, i've been so quiet and can't seem to make any friends.. (melihat sejarah people have to approach me first) .. Alhamdulillah.. mungkin doa dikabulkan *smile* .. akhirnya hari ketiga ada orang yang sudi menegur dan menjadi kawan.. hehe

however, my stress did not end there... right now i have  a LOT of assignment, presentation and projects to do.. and i'm alone at home (rented house) because all of my housemate are going back home for the weekend..

but since i've used to be alone wherever i'm at, it doesn't bother me a lot... anyway i've make appointment with my mum and dad for a day out today.. so they'll probably will come and pick me up at 10am..

my goal is to buy all the books & stationaries that i will need for the next 2 years.. using my BB1M of course! .. kalau cukuplah .. hehe

till then...

XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

It's 15th Feb ..

yeahhh!! .. nampaknye kje aku skunk nie wish happy birthday kat orang je ek? huhuhu..

so, today is 15th February.. and today he is officially 22 years old.. *smile*
i don't really remember the exact date but i think it must have been about 3 years or so since the last time i ever seen him..

obviously i don't have any present to give sooooo i've made my own cake up there .. in the picture .. hehe..

even though we don't see each other all this while.. i don't think i can forget you .. *smile*
(and to my future husband pliz don't be jealous over him okay!) lols

anyway, happy birthday! i can't wish any other thing other than a very good health and a very bright future for you ..

vid for you ..



XMXIXNXE,
   Lynd@...

Happy Birthday Noona!!

Today is actually her birthday yayy!!.. (^_^)/

Happy birthday noona!! hehe.. her name is actually ____________ but i always called her noona  (noona means older sister in korean but it is actually suppose to be called by a younger male to an older female to shows a respect for her and i actually as a female should called her unnie instead!) but still, i really like to called her noona.. huhu

She is one of my very good friend.. we've been friends for like almost 3 years now.. i've known her since my diploma days.. almost everyday after class i would hang out at her room just talk, talk, talk and talk some more lols!

She's from west malaysia, particularly from Kedah.. She is a very nice person and a very brilliant one i would say (ofcoz she would not admit it.. *smile*) but ofcourse, everyone did have their own weaknesses and she is never an exceptional.. like most of us in the class she also like to procrastinate .. huhu

nothing is bad about that right? lols and like any other girls out there, she pretty much LOVE korean drama, korean variety shows, K-pop etc.. i don't know if it still the same but last time she was quite into 2PM..

right after diploma she went back to Kedah and as expected, she continue her first degree at her own hometown.. the last time i've seen her was on our convocation days.. she actually stayed at my house for one night and stayed with her parents at the hotel the very next day..

unfortunately for us, because of the hustle and bustle of the convocation day, our parents didn't able to meet up..i'm so sorry.. i really felt that it was also part of my mistake coz i actually went back home early after the ceremony as i was very dissapointed that my brothers and sister can't make it to the convocation..

haiyooo i shouldn't talk about the sad thing on the very special day.. *smile*

anyway, so nice of you to think that it might not be appropriate to approach me after what happen to my lil brother because you afraid that i may end up becoming sad.. 

and thank you for your encouraging words (tears actually came out after i read it *smile*)

 Kalau ada sumur di ladang,

Boleh hamba menumpang mandi,

Kalau ada umur yang panjang,

InsyaAllah, dengan izin-Nya boleh kita berjumpa lagi

Again, I wish noona a Happy birthday and May Allah bless and help you in whatever you do.. Amin.. 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@...

AdaMu by Najwa Latif

I heard of this song just before the tragedy happen.. as soon as i heard it i felt in love with it.. and after what happen, the song become more significant and meaningful than ever to myself ..

Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Mensyukuri segala nikmat
Yang dikurniakan di dunia

Kau berikan ku kekuatan
Tuk berpegang pada jalan
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

Kerna Kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

Kerna kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

p/s: for myself, # Walau penuh dengan cabaran, ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan # Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu dan ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu ..

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@...

Teman Pengganti by Black ft Malique

Ketawa bersama
Menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita
Mati pun bersama

Rap# Sejak dua menjak ini
Makin kerap ku diganggu visi
Bila celik, juga bila mimpi
Aku nampak kau, tapi bukan aku yang di sisi
Dia membelaimu dengan izin dan permisi
Sentuhan katanya semuanya kau iakan
Sentuhan jari kau diamkan dan biarkan
Aku redha walau tidak ku damba
Walau hampa semuanya dah dijangka

Beberapa purnama dulu cinta bertakhta
Kenangan dibina kita indah belaka
Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
Namun hakikatnya, bukan mudah
Aku sembunyikan gulana-gundah
Segalanya kan berubah
Dengarkan apa yang ku mahu luah

Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

Rap# Dalam dunia yang maya, prejudis dan bias
Kita tak terlepas dari terkena tempias
Rimas, ditindas, sembunyi dalam puisi dan kias
Tidak kau bidas, tak berpaling walau sekilas
Hanya kau yang tahu kodeksku yang kompleks
Dalam disfleksi yang cuba kekal dalam konteks
Bila dunia seolah tak memahami
Kau sudi selami, dalami dan mengalami

Setia mendengar, sentiasa hadir
Ingat setiap ulangtahun, setiap hari lahir
Tiba pagi Syawal, kaulah yang terawal
Syawal yang terakhir ini pasti rasa janggal
70 000 hijab harus ku singkap
Ku sorok kitab balik tingkap penjara hinggap
Dalam diam ada, seorang yang ku puja
Kau teristimewa tapi dia yang sempurna

dia yang sempurna

dia yang sempurna

Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

Rap# Sejak dua menjak ini, ku mencari fungsi kewujudan
Dalam persekitaran yang penuh kejumudan
Terperangkap dalam jasad, ku keliru
Mujur ada kau si peneutralisasi pilu
Namun aku tetap murung, berkurung
Tubuh makin susut, menunggu tarikh luput
Komplikasi di halaman rusuk kiri
Makin sukar nak bernafas, nak bergerak, nak berdiri

Lagu ini yang terakhir aku sajikan
Kalau rindu nanti bolehlah kau nyanyikan
Jaga diri, jangan makan hati
Yang patah kan tumbuh, yang hilang kan berganti
Bilik dah ku kemas, katil dah ku rapi
Cincin, kunci, dompet dalam laci
Ada sikit wang, itu saja baki
Moga-moga cukup untuk majlis itu nanti

Aku kan pergi
Bertemu kekasih abadi
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

p/s: i really like this song and it was said that my late lil brother really like it too.. that's why everytime i heard the song i would eventually remember him .. miss him .. very much

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@...