The decision..

~ pernah tak kadang-kadang korang sendiri takut sangat nak buat keputusan?
~ korang takut kalo keputusan tu nnt akan jadi keputusan yang salah.. that you all will regret later?
~ i always stuck in those headache situation... Can’t really make the decision..
~ to many things to counted for.. the pros and cons after taking the move..
~ will i regret it later?
~ will that move will be the right thing to do?
~ will that move will make me happy or others happy?
~ is that what i really want?
~ I’m not a good decision maker.. looking back to my past experience.. every decision i’ve made, i will regret it sooner or later.. accept for one thing..
~ to love _____ is the only thing i never regret of.. and to be waitin’.. and insistin’ to let him go every time the issues came out..
~ i can’t ____ .. i just can’t...

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U r what?!

~ Ko pehal nie lynda?!!! Ko gler ek?!!!
~ How could you dial a wrong number??!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ Sengal btol... arghhhhhhhh! parai2...
~ Dats y the one you were supposed to call didn’t call you back! huh?! ngek tol la ko!
~ OMG! wat am i actually thinkin’ just now? hmmmm..
~ just slip out  a few numbers..
~ Chesseee.. still wondering how can dat be?
~ I’m sorry... really sorry...
~ Dunno if it was a bad thing or a good thing instead?
~ Luckily it was a girl.. well a young girl..
~ Tyha.. from Selangor.. after what happen.. we are then a frenz?! tak sesuai sangatla kot.. more to adk n kakak coz she’s so young.. 15..
~ Anyway its good to know her.. pleasant girl..

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First day kuliah…

~ Arinie first day kuliah after seminggu cuti Chinese New Year..
~ Start ngan klaz CTU151.. Ustazah agak speed up arinie.. tp best la coz half an hour b4 10 o’clock kte orang da duduk rileks..
~ Sempat gak belajar bnde baru dari Ustazah arinie.. tentang haramnye ber ‘couple’ and tentang tunang syariie..
~ Tunang Syariie bukan macam tunang biasa yang perlu datang umah bawak cincin ke ape..
~ Bila seseorang lelaki tu approach keluarga or bapa perempuan yang dea suka and dea mintak izin ngan keluarga perempuan tu baik-baik yang dea nak ber ‘kawan’ ngan perempuan tu and at that time    family perempuan tu mengizinkan dan tak menghalang so kat situ secara tak langsung dah termeterai pertunangan secara syariie tu..
~ Conclusion for that, sesape yang rase dea memang betol2 minat kat perempuan tu, gi lah approach family dea dlu..
~ After CTU151, aku ade 4 jam free b4 next class..
~ Dah jadi kebiasaan aku tak bawak handphone ke kelas so balek tu aku check hp and look wat i got!


~ Cute kan?! hehe gamba Qistina ngan Balqis.. Rindue sngat dengan dorunk.. hurmmm.. Makcik Ros yang anta gmba tu.. seronoknyew coz dah lme sngat tak tgk are-kiss.. mish them so much!!!
~ Kol 2 ade kelas BEL260.. after BEL260 then MGT153.. Mase yang paling di nanti2.. TEST!!!!!
~ *sigh* kalo ikutkan sebenarnye soalan tu memang senang.. haizzz.. but when it comes to answer the questions macam biaselah.. sume ilang!!!!!!!!!! rase nak gler perah otak nak jwb essay tu..
~ Dah tu bley plak dak2 len abez awal??!!! mcm mne lak dorunk sme leyh awal gler siap neyh.. haizzz.. heran aku.. buat aku nervous kaw2 pnyew.. *sigh*
~ Hope je lah yang aku bley score..

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Mamam kat Pizza!

Hoho.. hari nie kte orang dinner makan pizza!
Very delicious! Hawaiian Chicken and Golden Fortune Cheesy Crown


Yummy! kenyang r.. huhu banyak gler makan tadie..

Thanx dad! Luv yu! next time g lagi ek.. hehe



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Ea Budak!

Heppy besday... really hope that we can celebrate together.. tapi
tak bley.. takpelah.. next time keyh!.. Wish you all the best for your
final this year.. jangan nakal-nakal.. (Tak sangke budak dah tua.. 
haha) takpe.. budak tetap budak di hati lyn.. huahuahua.. :)
take care yourself alright.. jangan bawak moto laju2.. hmmm..
bwak kete pun jangan laju gak.. ti lyn bagi adiah ek.. kem salam
kat mak! huhu


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Happy Chinese New Year!

So this year kte orang gi taman sahabat.. me n my family gi tengok bunga api (firecrackers).. tapi bler kte orang sampai kat ctu banyak orang dah menanti.. parking memang full!!.. time tu baru jam 10.30.. masih awal lagi.. kemuncak kan jam 12 tgh malam.. so kte orang pun duduk la tunggu dalam kete.. borak2.. macam2 la yang kte orang borak.. then ayah tbe2 kate tak besh kalau tgk kat ctu.. ape kate kte tuka port? haaa aku on jew.. so kte orang pun gerak.. aku lapo.. so ayah pun bawak singgah KFC.. tapi terlambat sket r.. KFC tu tutup plak.. so aku gi r bli kat 7E.. around 11.40 pm kte orang smpai kat fly over BDC berdepan dgn Hotel Fourpoints.. Dahsyat.. fuh!! bukan main panjang barisan kete yang berhenti di tepi untuk tunggu detik2 kemuncak CNY eve.. I’m so excited when the clock point to 12 midnight.. actually b4 tu lagi memang da berpusu2 bunga api dilancarkan ke udara.. so lovely! ade yang bentuk hati (kan ke valentine).. cantek r! pengalaman yang tak dapat dilupakan.. but sedeyh sket.. slalunye ade 6 orang.. but today just 4 of us.. :(

                          Pic yang smpat aku ambek mse tu!

Haha… something i found..

Ketika aku membelek2 notebook aku yg lame aku terjumpe halaman neyh.. haha
Really mish arebell so much!! dah tak jmpe dea lagi after SPM..
Arebell san! hope to see you again.. looking forward for that to happen.. :)

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To Love and To Hate

What if you are waiting for someone
Someone that you love the most
Someone who means a lot to you
You have trying so hard not to forget her
You have trying so hard just to be with her
You have trying so hard to keep on loving her
Because you really loves her
But in another way round
She had trying so hard to forget you
she had trying so hard to get rid of you
She had trying so hard to keep on hating you
Because she really loves you
Would this love be a worthless try
Would this try be a worthless love
P/s: When you love someone you must bare in mind that not everything you love would be yours. But one thing that you can do is that you can always try. May not be always to try to get what you want instead try to let go of it. Of course it is the hardest part. Just be strong for that someone.. :) If God will it, no matter what the obstacles and the sacrifice you have done, you both will be together.. someday.. InsyaAllah..

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Cinta Sempurna ; Yuna

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku darimu
Kau berdiri teguh
Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan
Sempurnanya sifat
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna
Darimu
Darimu ohhhh
Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirimu
Ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku
Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan
Ohhh
Sempurnanya sifatmu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu
Lepaskan dirku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh

~Yuna so sweet.. love diz song so much!!

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The Heart Seemed to Do It Somehow

kajimalledo momchwosoraedo
norul hyanghaeganun nae maminggol
dalchido ani juljido ani
wae iri nae sarangun
Even though I tell it not to go,
even though I tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease
why is my love like this.
chu-ok hanahana sego tto senura
mamun hanshido shwijilmot-hae
ganugido himdun jimman dweltende
wae nan borijido mot-hanunji
One by one, I count and count the memories
my heart can't rest for even a moment
it will just become baggage that becomes hard to control
why can't I even throw them away.
chongmal gasumi ottokhe dwennabwa
nunmon sarange paboga dwennabwa
ojik hangotman meil hangotman
noran sulpun bitchul baraboda
nunmulsaemmajodo kojangi nannabwa
jakku nunmuri motjil anha
gujo hanmadiman saranghae hanmadiman
naege malhaejumyon andweni
Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
I love only you, only you
can't you just tell me?.
sonul ppodobwado amuri bullodo
nonun naegeso molgiman hae
apun sangchoman dwel sarangiltende
wae nan jiujido motanunji
Even if I hold out my hands,
no matter how much I call out
you're always far from me
it'll be a love that becomes painful scars
why can't I erase it.
chongmal gasumi ottokhe dwennabwa
nunmon sarange baboga dwennabwa
ojik hangotman meil hangotman
noran sulpun bitchul baraboda
nunmulsaemmajodo kojangi nannabwa
jakku nunmuri motjil anha
gujo hanmadiman saranghae hanmadiman
naege malhaejumyon andweni
Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
just one word.. the one phrase that you love
can't you just tell me?.
niga usumyon nado haengbokhadan
kojimallo nal wirohae bojiman
niga hyanghaeson got naega aniraso
wero-un nunmuri hullo
I try to comfort myself with the lie
that I'm happy if you just smile
because the place you're going towards is not me
the lonely tears flow.
chongmal shimjangi otteokhe dwennabwa
himdun sarange michyoboryonnabwa
gatjido mot-hae itjido mot-hae
norul haruharu gidarida
Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
can't have you, can't forget you
waiting for you day by day.
nomuna guriwo tari nan-gongobwa
noreul nomuna saranghaeso
gujo hanggajiman ni maum hanggajiman
naege nanwojumyon andweni
narul saranghamyon andweni
I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
from loving you too much
just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
can't you just share it with me.
Can't you love me.

~reflect my feelings…
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Crawl Chris Brown

Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view 
Everybody says we're through 
I hope you haven't said it too 
So where 
Do we go from here 
With all this fear in our eyes
And where 
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

If we crawl
Till we can walk again 
Then we'll run 
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah

Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where 
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all 
[Chorus]
So we'll crawl (if we crawl)
Till we can walk again 
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah
[Bridge]
Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view
[Chorus]
So we'll crawl (if we crawl)
Till we can walk again 
Then we'll run 
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
So we'll crawl (ooh)
Till we can walk again (till we can walk again)
Then we'll run (we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump (until we're strong enough to jump)
Then we'll fly (then we'll fly)
Until there is no end
So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love

My definition of crawl
~ Jatuh dan bangunnya kita tidak kira lah dalam apa jua keadaan sekali pun.. Kita pasti kembali kepada satu iaitu kasih dan sayang.. apabila kita ditimpa musibah antaranya kehilangan orang disayangi, kita pasti akan mencari kasih sayang dariNya.. Agar dikuatkan hati menerima kehilangan itu.. Apabila kita gagal dalam kehidupan, satu-satunya yang akan terus berada disamping kita adalah kasih sayang.. Kasih sayang tuhan (Allah), suami, isteri, anak, ibu, ayah, saudara mara dan kawan.. Kasih dan sayang mereka akan tetap ada untuk kita.. Justeru, jika anda menghadapi masalah, ditimpa musibah atau menghadapi kegagalan dalam hidup just crawl back to love.. Kepada  kasih dan sayang yang Maha Esa dan orang yang penting dalam hidup anda.. InsyaAllah yang jatuh pasti akan dapat bangun dan berdiri dengan gagah semula.. =)
~ Buat Norna, kte orang sume.. kawan2 awk, akan tetap berada di samping awak.. tabahlah dengan pemergian adik awak.. sesungguhnya Allah lebih menyayanginya.. Ingat!! kte orang ade..  Aja-aja fighting!! :)


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