The man i love..

There’s a man.. that i love so so much .. i love him more.. more than other man..

at one point of my life, i do hate him.. for taking my precious place.. but over the years i grew fond of him..

wherever i go, i’ll let him be with me .. eating out.. movies.. even lepaking wit my gurls..

when there is me there is him .. he’s my guard, a good company, my GPS, my source of laughter, my source of music, my mechanics (coz he’s good at fixing things but also at destroying things).. he’s my everything..

i shared what i have, what i earned with him ..

we’ve both own the same cell phone number (except the last digit).. the very reason why i never change my cell number..

he’s tall, dark, not handsome hahah ! but own a terribly good hair!

he sometimes pissed me off .. huhu but most of the time makes everyone laughs.. makes me laugh ..

he’s stubborn (just like me), pretty bad boy himself..

*sigh*

i missed you .. missed you so much… little brother..

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Clumsy + Careless

i think my original name should be clumsy+careless.. coz that’s just how i am .. huhu
1. nearly got into accident (so many time i lost count)
2. cuts, bruises, you named it..
3. lost things (often)
4. short memory (i won’t forget u but i may forget ur name.. is true)
5. don’t remember where i parked the car (often)
6. forgot password (s)
out of these 6 (lets call it situation), the most most often .. hmmmmmm all of the six situation hahah
really .. dunno if its a bad luck or wat .. it just happen dat way .. n when it happen it’ll be frustrating (except for accident part since when u got into one there’s nothing u can do)
when i’m think about it, it’s all accidental .. its not that i deliberately forgot where i parked the car.. (if its deliberate its insane)
last week i’ve lost my mouse nano receiver (which mean now my mouse totally become useless) uuugghh!
last week i’d nearly got into accident with a lorry .. the outcome of reflex i hit the brake and change the gear to P (i’d totally forgot about the handbrake) thank Allah i’ve made it on time .. (dad’s gonna kill me if i’m not)
last week i’d cut my finger accidently of course while using the scissor..
last week i tried to erase my phone call log but i forgot the d*** password..
now i think its pretty clear that my clumsiness and carelessness is way too often.. huhu


XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@…

don't read .. bored article meant to be left alone

i'm boreddddddd............

well as strange as it is.. When i do get to rest, it feels like I want to work but when I have to work it feels like I don't even want to work .. am i already becoming a workaholic?? oh no no no ..

but then, even when i'm supposed to sit n doin' nothing i'm still thinking about my work.. how should i tackle the last problem i've encounter right before the holiday.. it's like my mind still want to work even it shouldn't .. it musn't .. huhu

I tried atleast to not think about it by reading the newest novel in my shelf .. (Yours Truly by Kristy Greenwood) but i ended up reading the last few pages (instead of reading all of it) because i'm not in the mood and maybe also because its not as good as the time of my life and i've got your number (which i re-read million times)..

since i'm given up on reading, i tried karaoke instead.. huhu .. just sittin' infront of my lappy and played all songs i like and sing along ... Ed Sheeran-sing, Tiesto-red lights, wasted, Maroon5-maps, Coldplay-sky full of stars, Meghan trainor-all about that bass, Magic-rude, Nico n Vinz-am i wrong, Ariana Grande-break free, AJR-i'm ready and Linkin Park-waiting for the end..

umm talking about Linkin Park i remember when i was in high school, i really LOVE their songs.. even able to memorize mike shinoda rap part .. ahh really missed those time .. rapping with all my heart .. hahah !  .. dulu-dulu jiwa lelaki sikit kan .. almost love all things guy love .. football (back then, however sad to say it now but i'm one of MU kipas susah mati huhu), music (hard rock, electronica, hip hop, alt-metal, etc), adventures (hiking, cycling, climbing, etc)...

thinking about  it i think i might just almost turn into a guy.. huhu i don't even like jeans .. when i'm out it always 3/4 pants.. don't like blouse, usually t-shirts + sweater.. and most of the time black n dark navy blue in colours .. hate long hair.. like it as short as i can.. n wear cap everytime i'm out..

guy would really leave me alone looking at me dressing like that .. but strangely i do attracted the girls?! some really sly to confess her feelings for me! WTH! Thank Allah I'm a straight forward girl till this day.. huhu


XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

Will be in Kay eL..

Ola! my dearest online diary! mishhh yuuuuu sooooooo muchhhhhhh! muahhhhhhhhxxxx! (kay! stop lynd@ you're so annoying!) 
H-A-H-A (i'm laughing out loud here!) <- crazy girl
okay by the way.. it has been a while since i last updated my blog right?.. (I'd never failed to say this stuff am I?)
hoho so sorry my dear coz i neglected you.. muahhhxx meh peluk (trying hard to hug my lappy instead)
Sorry! haha! It is so fun to get crazy sometimes!.. I kinda miss old days.. being a crazy girl... so happy.. stressed but still take things slow and enjoy myself.. 
Kinda opposite nowadays.. Stress out but can't really go gaga like i used to..
Of course my craziness is still intact hahaha .. but not as bad and as fun as it used to.. Its kinda different .. now *sigh nonstop*
Most of the time need to restrain myself.. I can't go and watch movies late at night anymore! speaking of that, this year me, lynd@ unbelievably never go out late .. i always back before 11pm which is a world record for me..
It is not like it is bad thing.. besides, I'm a girl..Of course I shouldn't be out late.. tak manis la kan.. duhh whatever.. 
Anyhow.. what i'm trying to say here and the title of this post definitely didn't match.. haha!
Back to the real point.. I will be in Kay eL for hmmmmm 4 days? fly tomorrow 18th and will be back on 21st huhu a family holiday.. Me of course don't have any specific reason.. my dad? well dia kata dia suka sangat bazaar Kay eL.. konon laa .. (Gomenasai Oyaji!) haha my mum? well is there any other reason than shopping? memang tak la..
this will be our first holiday for this year.. in the month of Ramadhan at that.. fuhh! mencabar keimanan nih .. huhu 
just hope that everything gonna be just fine... 
XMXIXNXE,
Lynd@...

Talent times?

Okay, jom cerita pasal talent… awak ade talent? okey, so ape talent awak? nothing? Seriously?  hahah! that’s definitely going to be my answer… to be more precise i don’t know if i has any talent in me…

Jelez la jugak kadang-kadang tengok kawan-kawan yang memang gifted with their own talent.. i admire them.. serious! setiap kali dengar pasal dorang punya kerjaya part time nih memang best ar.. for me..

like one of my guy friend sekarang dah open up his own sole video production company at the age of 23! aku same umo pun xde harta lagi.. pity me.. huhu..

So for me, it is like making videos (not just videos but awesome videos) is his talent… he knows what, where, and how to do it.. he just need to find who and when and Wal-lahhh! its done!

this girl friend of mine is so talented in designing clothes that she even made herself a dress for her graduation day by her own okay! she did everything from, designing and sketching,, you know the process of drawing a model in a beautifully design outfit right.. then sewed the material to perfection! it is stunning just by looking at the sketches.. how do you think it will look like when it actually becomes real? hmmm..

ade jugak sorang nih kawan i kan.. (tak pasal-pasal gne i) she is awesomely good in dancing.. perghhh! seriously tau.. memang talented giler.. and dea adalah salah sorang ahli dalam persatuan tarian kebudayaan universiti kte orang.. memang salute abez! yelah.. bukan aje bijak orangnye,, cantik.. menari pon pandai..

jeleznyerrr kat dorang nih… at some point i worried about myself.. nak kate pandai.. tak sangat.. nak kate cantik… ahh lagi lah… nak kate ade talent? i’ve no idea at all… hmmmmmm

should i venture into cooking? hahah masak pun tak sedap ade hati.. okaylah.. let just think about it later (nampak sangat nak larikk)

 

till next entry…

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Hilang… Najwa Latif

Aku hilang diriku
Sementara mengejar kamu
Aku hilang nyawaku
Kerna ku mahu cintamu
Dan aku hilang.. hilang

Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Milikmu Wohooo.. Milikmu

Aku ingin kau tahu
Dan sedar kewujudanku
Aku inginkan kamu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu
Dan aku hilang.. hilang

Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Milikmu wohooo.. Milikmu

Dan mungkin kau takkan pernah sedari aku
Dan mungkin kau takkan sedar kewujudanku
Tapi ku ingin kau tahu ku akan mencintaimu
Dan aku hilang.. hilang

[*] Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya
Dari cintamu
Dari hidupmu
Dari segala-galanya

Repeat [*]

Milikmu wohooo.. Milikmu
Milikmu wohooo.. Milikmu

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I’ve heard my best friend hummed this song  over and over the other day when we both went out together..

I’ve search for the song and even the lyric then i started to realize that the song exactly fit her love life.. mungkin orang lain pun can relate to this new song by Najwa Latif..

Aku hilang diriku sementara mengejar kamu,– she might feel that she really had lost herself while trying to chase that one person who she love so much.. coz she’s been trying hard to live up to his expectation.. but hey dude! sedarlah.. nobody’s perfect okay! ko takyah nak jadi mr.perfect sangat.. appreciate people around you.. be humane atleast to her..

Aku hilang nyawaku kerna ku mahu cintamu – at some point she really want him to love her exactly the way she has been loving him all this while that along the process she felt part of her broken as he (maybe without even realize) bit by bit start to broke her heart…

Aku ingin kau tahu dan sedar kewujudanku, aku inginkan kamu lebih dari yang kau tahu – i might be to judgemental but as far as i know, that guy s**** .. layan perempuan lain elok-elok jer but his own girlfriend?! biler orang lain dah takde baru nak cari girl sendiri? kadang-kadang tu macam tak sedar that all this while she’s always beside him.. too bad she’s love you too much.. but fortunately i think she’s wake up now.. realize that a guy like you yang tak pernah nak sincere and fikirkan dea will never deserve her..

Weirdly.. aku pulak yang relieve when she told me that she’s been trying to ignore all the calls and messages from that perasan bagus sangat guy.. hahah! she even joke saying that she’ll marry this one guy (i totally know him!) if that guy succeed in being the first person yang akan masuk meminang dea..

Who ever that appreciate nice girl like her will always deserve her.. i can only hope for mine but i will always pray for her’s… Sayang Kamu my besties!

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…

Congrats Sis!

History was made on 15 February 2014… happy history that is.. yeayy!! Congrats to my only and beloved sister on her engagement! dah boleh masok kelab saya sudah bertunang nih! hehe..

Congrats to my soon will be brother in law as well… Kesian dea terpaksa datang bawak rombongan dari jauh.. Perak nu.. hehe .. takpelah .. Demi cintaku padamu lalala (nyanyi ala-ala Amy search gitu)

Syukur Alhamdulillah.. Semua berjalan dengan lancar.. majlis kecil-kecil jer.. between family members.. it was great, awesome (tak sme ke makna?).. I was the one who was nervous.. hahah! padahal akak cuma nak tunang je pon.. melebih-lebih kan aku nih..

Anyway this is my gift for her.. handmade tau.. hehe

*the idea credit to my dear friend bellekiut!)

nih frame hadiah yang lyn bagi.. akak lyn amek gambo ni mse akak sampai sane (KL).. coz i told her that she should open my present for her together with her sayang .. tak bagi dea bukak mase kat sini.. surprise la kunun..

Anyway yang penting she like it… huhuhu tapi aku tepuk dahi la jugak sebab aku bagi dea satu frame aje.. lah dorang kan tunang aje bukannya kahwin macam mana nak kongsi?? hahah aku gelak sendiri pastu cakap kat akak pandai-pandailah,, buat shift ke .. tu je bajet ade.. hahah

My sis lepas make-up.. so macam mana? cantik an.. haa untung tau abang faiz dapat akak.. hehe err yang belakang tu jangan pedulik.. bilik aku nih.. serabai je..

Ni my sis dengan dua orang bezfriend dea.. sebab majlis pon kecil-kecilan je so akak jemput dorang je..

this is me! n her.. hehe.. tengok bersinar-sinar tak orang yang nk bertunang nih? (padahal sebab lampu atas kepala)

yeayyy!! rombongan meminang dah sampai.. sile2 masuk…

Sesi perbincangan .. hehe wakil sebelah sane abang ipar kepada abang faiz nih.. wakil sebelah kte orang pulak ketua kampung .. merangkap pakcik kepada ayah..

Bakal mak mertua tengah sarung cincin untuk merisik..

Ni pulak bakal kakak ipar sarungkan.. cincin untuk pertunangan pulak..

Alhamdulillah.. Akhirnya jadik jugak tunangan orang ye kak.. hehe so snap2 time!

Family baru akak, In sha Allah kalau dah kahwin nanti .. =)

ni gmbo dengan mak and ayah .. kte orang sume gelak time nih.. bukan sebab ape.. sebab ayah brutal sangat.. tak pin baju melayu dea tu haa.. hahah.. ayah ni men belasah je .. i laikkkkk!

ape beza dua gamba nih? hehe

jelezzzzz…. dorang sume happy gler time amek gambo nih ,, aku?? haa aku yang kena amek gambo huh!

Sedih pulak cuma dua orang je.. yang len sume pi melantak.. hehe

dah abez melantak baru snap lagi.. wakil belah laki pon dah balek so tinggal hantaran dari dorang nih aje.. huhu akak cakap dea suke gmbo ni .. sebab tanpa dirancang kte orang duduk ikot tona warna.. xprasan pulak aku..

pak cik aku nih .. hahah dea main-main pulak.. dea chef untuk hari tu.. ala makan kecil-kecilan..

To my beloved sis n her future husband, congratulations! Semoga jodoh anda hingga ke jannah.. to abang faiz, jagalah akak leklok tau.. since you are more closer to her than we are (i mean geographically) then take the responsibility to look after her like dad always do.. cepat-cepat la kahwin bagi lyn anak buah ramai-ramai k.. hahah (selambe jer…)

 

p/s: Another best thing ever happened on this date - a person was born.. and that person turn out to be the person i love so much .. happy birthday.. live your happy life to the fullest..

 

XMXIXNXE,

Lynd@…